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Graduation was almost anticlimactic. We had to attend in the gym instead of outside in the football field because it was raining. Everyone jammed in - it was hot! My mom was on one side of me, and my older daughter was on the other, with her dad/my ex beside her. I was really unhappy. My graduating daughter was just annoying all day - lost her family tickets to the graduation, arranged to go to an audition after the graduation, just stalled and stalled before leaving finally - by the time my mother got there, I had not calmed down. I am also really angry with my mom because of her overall attitude lately so the evening was really just awful. Plus the whole divorce thing.
Ok, the graduation was lovely, grad was lovely, everyone but me behaved themselves!
Grad could not go to dinner with us even because her night was full - mom and older daughter and I went out, and luckily my soon-to-be ex had work to do so we didn't have to invite him for the non-graduation dinner. I hate eating with my mother - she eats like a badly-mannered long shoreman, with her elbows on the table, shoveling in her food, and chewing with her mouth open. She didn't raise me that way - she is just lazy these days. Have I mentioned that I have a pathological aversion to hearing other people eat? It's like nails on a chalkboard to me. So, I ate lightly because my mother was making my stomach hurt. Have I mentioned that my mom and my ex have basically the same obnoxious personality and are interchangeably aggravating to me?
Then I did go to work, and I had a nice chat with the police officer directing traffic (light traffic luckily!). She was very sympathetic to the working nights problem, obviously because she works nights too! It was raining on top of it all, but the conversation was good.
So, I went shopping with my graduate today, and we had a fine time shopping - and my resolve to journal and watch my calories on line here is bolstered by the mirrors in the changing room - omg. I can not go on another day at this weight. Like Moose, I have figured out that I lost when I was in a certaing calorie range consistently.
Good luck with the weekend, everyone!
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1238 kcal
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Gord: 51,65g | Prot: 52,54g | Carbs: 140,54g.
Café da Manhã: Coffee with Skim Milk, Pancakes with Fruit. Almoço: mcdonalds fries, Steak and Cheese Sandwich on Roll. Jantar: ranch dressing, Baguette, french fries, Lettuce Salad with Assorted Vegetables, steak. Lanches/Outros: girl scout cookie. mais...
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