Jornal de jeannieselby, 18 fev 22

I don't agree, but recording it to hold myself accountable. Pooped last night for the first time in 2 days. Full bowel movement, so the first one of those in awhile. No way did I gain weight after all that I expelled. Enough potty mouth!

Finally got a massage scheduled for this weekend, and guess what...it's the same time Dave; remember my temporary, (ended up being 6 months), house guest from 2019, arranged for movers to finally come and remove his dresser. Now did he discuss this with me before making arrangements? NO he discussed it with my bil, who also didn't discuss it with me before cementing their plan. I realize that most Saturday's I spend in and out of bed recovering from dealing with being at the office, and all that entails for the week prior, but seriously how would you feel if I made plans to come into your house with strangers and didn't discuss it with you in advance? Being TOLD that it's been planned, or how much Dave is spending on these guys, or that it's the only time bil would be available to help him, doesn't make me feel any less violated.

I truly do appreciate how much lil sis and bil do for and have done for me since my surgery in 2017. And of course I rely heavily on their assistance with transportation around their otherwise busy schedules. On the other hand I think they sometimes forget that I do have a right of privacy in my own home. Having them come by, on an almost daily basis, during the 15 months that I was working from home, seems to have negated their advising me of when they're going to be at the house, regardless of whether I'm there, or not. I provide free indoor storage for lil sis' off season clothes and a variety of their excess equipment items including a bicycle (that was plural before those were stolen from my back patio, hence the indoor storage for this one). Usually I don't have an issue with their comings and goings, as most of the time they are kind enough to assist with so many things I can no longer do without considerable pain and effort. Like wheeling down the recycling/trash bins, by hauling the trash/recycling from the kitchen out to the bins, feeding/watering the kitties, and various other things. It was a lovely surprise birthday gift to find my bil had gone in and cleaned my floors while I was at work. On the other hand I would have appreciated knowing he was coming so that I could have emptied/loaded the dishwasher, gotten all my laundry up off the bathroom floor, and so many other little things that you do when you know that someone's going to be there.

OMG what's wrong with me. That's a whole dissertation of me bitching about the small stuff. Sorry guys. Put it down to pain, lack of sleep, or most likely in this case LACK OF CAFFINE. I drive myself to work most Friday's, and don't stop for coffee on the way in. That's primarily due to not wanting the extra pain caused by sitting in some long line and having to do all the extra brake, gas, brake, gas before getting to the office. I'm usually in tears long before I get here, but last time I stopped for coffee on the way in, I was full out crying and I hate to show additional weakness in front of these people.

Good Grief, stopping now!

Have a great weekend people. Stay safe and well out there.

111,8 kg Perdidos até agora: 0 kg.    Ainda faltam: 36,9 kg.    Dieta seguida: Razoavelmente Bem.

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2670 kcal

Gord: 97,51g | Prot: 81,64g | Carbs: 316,52g.   Café da Manhã: Urban Remedy Chia Parfait, Nekter Toxin Flush, Nekter Cold Brew Smoothies, Trader Joe's Raw Brazil Nuts. Almoço: Chick-fil-A Frosted Lemonade (Small), Chick-fil-A Chicken Deluxe Sandwich. Jantar: Crunchmaster Multi-Grain Crackers, Kroger Egg Salad, Fresh & Easy Curry Chicken Salad, Azuma Gourmet Seaweed Salad, MyFitFoods Buffalo Chicken Salad, Crab Salad Made with Imitation Crab. Lanches/Outros: Cheetos Baked Cheetos (Package), Girl Scout Cookies Adventurefuls, Silk Pure Almond Milk - Unsweetened Original, Nesquik Chocolate Powder, Hershey's Milk Chocolate Kisses. mais...