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No change on the scale, so I'm grateful for not another red arrow. Need to turn this back around. Glad Halloween is past, and the candy corn is no longer available for mindless munching (who can stop at 15 kernels?)!
No word from either interview yet, but not giving up hope. Seeing Neurologist tomorrow before work, so will ask him what would be my next steps in filing for Disability. I'm so wired it's not funny. I want to take a nap by 11 AM here at the office, so my coffee isn't doing it's job. When I get home, I need to lay down and now have started sleeping thru my shows, but am wide awake come 12:30 - 1 AM until around 3 and then I'm back to sleep for another hour or so. I know this is stress, I don't know what to do about it. In the past I'd rearrange furniture, "commit a clean" as my ex-husband used to call it, or go "shopping" at the all night grocery store or Walmart's. Now I scoop litter, shuffle the papers stacked up on the shredder, and fret. I can't focus enough to go online and job hunt, file another complaint (this time with the EEOC), review my damn Medical Balances Due, you know all of the stuff that I NEED to be doing.
Just got all the maintenance done Friday on my Jeep to the tune of $1300(which I'm financing over the next year). I got an email from the dealership offering to reimburse me the money I put down, if I were willing to trade my 2012 Jeep Patriot for a 2019 Jeep 4x4 Trailhawk. Seriously might have considered it if things weren't so tenuous right now. Now way am I willing to take on a car payment, and insurance hike (no doubt) with things the way they are right now.
Anyway, it's Tuesday, I survived another month here and I'm on my 2nd week of being an hourly employee WooHoo! I know my daily emails to HR are probably driving her crazy, but what can I say... they laid down the rules, and all I can do is follow them exactly as they prescribed...PTO to be used for my time at Dr.'s appointments, Physical Therapy, and Dial-A-Ride pick ups that have me clocking out before 6 pm. So 16 minutes here, 20 minutes there, please correct my punch in from 9:03 to 9 am, as I was waiting for my computer to boot up, etc. EVIL I know, but you know every minute needs to be accounted for.
My head is facing the computer, my desk is covered with ledgers in varying degrees of clean up, and I'm doing my best to stay positive. Happy Tuesday y'all.
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109,7 kg
Perdidos até agora: 25,0 kg.
Ainda faltam: 34,8 kg.
Dieta seguida: Razoavelmente Bem.
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1223 kcal
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Gord: 50,22g | Prot: 32,25g | Carbs: 173,80g.
Café da Manhã: The Coffee Bean Iced White Chocolate Latte with Almond Coconut Milk, Trader Joe's Raw Brazil Nuts, Garden of Life Women's Multi 40+ Organic Fruit Vitamin Chews. Almoço: The Tamale Store Gluten Free Handmade Lard Free Bean & Cheese. Lanches/Outros: Kashi Toasted Berry Crisp, Oatly Oat Milk, Dole Bananas, Sprouts Farmers Market Chocolate Covered Cherries (bulk). mais...
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