So the Boss is back and it's not a "gas, gas, gas" Elton! Rough night and the desire to call out sick today was overwhelming this morning.
Dealing with someone that is deeply depressed and trying to stay POSITIVE is a huge challenge right now. I have enough trouble trying to be my own cheerleader, so having to pick Dave up constantly is emotionally sucking me dry.
My knees gave out on me while I was trying to make adjustments in Babe's cathouse last night when I finally got home. Now I don't know about you, but if someone was picking up dinner for me, and crap from a store that I requested, I would make it my business to be around when they got home. Instead of watching the game on my damn phone hiding in my bedroom, I'd be watching it in the Living room since it's something we both enjoy. I guess I shouldn't be surprised, he's going to be up on that cross for as long as people support him in being there. I've had my knees give out before on the front patio, I know how to pull the chairs around and get myself back up, it's just the nonchalant attitude of "Oh what happened?" instead of "Are you alright?". Gotta deal with it for now. Just took a pain pill in order to go to sleep and then LG started yowling about 3 am so I got up to deal with her until I was able to lay back down at 4:30am. Like I said, I really didn't want to come in today.
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(Before anyone comments on the slacks being baggy, unfortunately I can barely buckle them around my waist, and the belly/butt area is skintight. Those are the areas that I need to work on the most.)
