So sorry but you deserved better. This is your time to celebrate the new you boy can work on your goals toward your reunion. Easter and the like can be a sad time for many. as a newish divorcee I have moments remembering the kids as they were young. The divorce cause division with the two older kids. Inspired by my ex. One of them rarely come around and he's a father I missed out in seeing the grand kid. His wife don't approved me avoiding my ex. So I am getting to know the new my. Facing challenges of life. You just keep pushing. Someone may come your way. You never know. But you take care of you. You will survive this. You've got this