Jornal de Sharons Victory, 20 mai 19

not doing good.

I drank for the first time in a year and a half...made bad decisions...and more depressed than ever.

Binge eating.

Depressed. Very depressed.

Trying to snap out of it. gym has been like non existent or very sporadic the last three weeks now.

I can't date without this happening. Every time I get let down or disappointed I fall off the wagon because I hate myself.

Counselor wants me to focus on what I like about myself...but I don't think that'll help me.

I thought I could date when I reached under 200lbs but I don't know if I should anymore...

I'm going back to not drinking...it just makes my life worse.

2198 kcal Gord: 97,92g | Prot: 103,57g | Carbs: 204,31g.   Café da Manhã: Walgreens Sugar Free Cough Drops. Almoço: General Tso (General Gau) Chicken, Pot Sticker, Egg Roll with Beef and/or Pork, Nasoya Chinese Style Noodles. Jantar: Apex S'mores Cookie, M&M's Peanut Chocolate. mais...

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Sorry to hear you are feeling down. Concentrate on health. Maybe you'll find someone who is also interested in health, and avoiding drinking. 
20 mai 19 por membro: erikahollister
Finding a partner that shares your ambitions is important. If you’re not drinking, I’d advise against dating people who do. It’s a slippery slope, believe me... 
20 mai 19 por membro: LoserChris
Breath Sharon breath and take one step at a time 
20 mai 19 por membro: rosio19
You got this 
20 mai 19 por membro: rosio19
Hugs Sharon. Hope you feel better soon. I am not an expert or anything but I think maybe try working with your councilor and concentrate on good things about yourself. It is way too easy to dwell on negatives. We all have both.  
20 mai 19 por membro: liv001
Given what you posted on a prior post, I wonder if you've ever had a counselor who has fully helped you to address your traumatic youth. It seems like maybe you hate yourself and don't feel good enough because people made you feel that way by abusing you when you were growing up, no matter how hard sweet Sharon tried to be a lovable good girl. You are a beautiful person, inside and out. You are smart, motivated, hard working, compassionate, insightful, and capable of many things. One night/weekend of bad decisions is one night/weekend of bad decisions. Every day is a new day. You are amazing. Maybe you could find some volunteer activities that would interest you, where you could meet people who could be new kinds of friends who share interests in positive activities not bad decision activities. {{hugs}} 
20 mai 19 por membro: kpwcalories
I pray things get better for you. Don’t give up. 
20 mai 19 por membro: tiffany1908
Sharon, you're intelligent enough to figure this out. Keep moving forward. Do something else when dealing with disappointment that doesn't involve putting yourself down or sabotaging your accomplishments. There are many here that know you can do this and we all can't be wrong. ❤ 
20 mai 19 por membro: Becc@
Dear Lord, I am calling upon you today for your divine guidance and help for my friend, Sharon. She is in crisis and needs a supporting hand to keep her on the right and just path. Her heart is troubled but she will strive to keep it set on you, as your infinite wisdom will show her the right way to a just and right resolution.  Thank you for hearing her prayer and for staying by her side. Amen! 
20 mai 19 por membro: Erquiaga
{{Hug}} Sorry to hear this. However, all we have is right now. Right now we are both **Blessed** :)  
20 mai 19 por membro: adefwebserver
Had a couple of drinks a few months ago, and great hunger followed. Hated it. Felt like a wreck. Not worth the deep dive. Went back on track with fresh determination, and the wellness came back fairly quick. 
20 mai 19 por membro: Diddlee
Sharon— go back and read and reread your bio. That girl is still IN THERE and needs you to help her. She can’t do it alone.  
20 mai 19 por membro: Kenna Morton
what kpw said is spot on! you are in my thoughts. Call your counselor for an emergency session. Don't suffer. Call 
20 mai 19 por membro: jessabridge4444
Praying for you! 🙏💞 
20 mai 19 por membro: Keilin_4
Oh sweetie, I am sorry you went down that path...private message me if you need anything. I care. 
20 mai 19 por membro: HCB
Putting the booze away will help, and you're right, it just make thing worse.  
20 mai 19 por membro: adamevegod1
Stay strong you can do this!  
20 mai 19 por membro: Debbie Joan
I’m sorry that happened. There is hope! You recognized where you went wrong and know what change the next time. You know that disappointment in dating is a trigger for drinking, maybe try to figure a way to rethink your reaction to the disappointment. I drank too this weekend, first time in months. :( message me anytime!  
20 mai 19 por membro: moopie321
We’re here❤️. You got this💪❤️ 
20 mai 19 por membro: jcmama777
We have all done this and felt like this. Doesn’t make your situation better, I know. Have a good cry after a binge and pick yourself up again. All we can do is keep pushing forward and hope God has that person who can come alongside us even when we can’t stand to be who we are. 💐 
20 mai 19 por membro: tsamtos2s8

     
 

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