Jornal de yfritz, 05 set 21

Hey. Seems to be working. I had a notification I was following you so must be all good 👍🏻  

Beautiful!!!! ❤️🙏 

I'm so sorry Fritz. May you find Peace and Joy, because that's what he would wish for you. 💜 

Wiggy you fixed it, thanks! Are you doing ok? I do check on you sometimes…  

Wifey, I’m so sad for DP. I know what awaits her, and I wish I could take some of the pain away. As she aptly said, losing a little brother is like losing a child. We bathed them. We taught them how to read, write, ride a bicycle. We saw them grow, eventually getting taller than us. A bond between siblings is indescribably special. 

Fleur, thank you, some joys did return eventually. I want to reassure DP about that. But I’m not sure about peace or happiness. I’m not there yet. 

are you fixed? hi, I'm new. you got through, I can see your words. Jenny kissed me is beautiful. your version, more so. I hope hope hope your app is fixed. 2nd thing I saw after a dry plate of chicken, just like the one in front of me fir my dinner. God bless you. I'll go on , because I'm here and I can. it's the least I can do, suffer for the overabundance of food available, and my worst battle is to not stuff it in my face.  

Elocin welcome. My acct seems to be working suddenly. Fitness is hard and that’s why we support each other. If you find yourself struggling with food, just reach out. This is a great community. I was able to lose weight on this app successfully. Good luck. 

I'm just seeing this and at a perfect time. I had an ok day where I only cried a bit. I went to my nephew's ball game (not my brother's. Thankfully he had no children to be left behind and devastated) But thought the whole time about my brother and what a great catcher he was- and how I loved his games. I have missed him all day but I am especially missing him now. I am starting to feel very sad as the night goes on- the hubby went to the gym, the kids went up to their rooms and there is no avoiding it any longer as I sit here alone. Your post is so touching. I thank you so much for this. I am sorry if I have caused you to feel any more pain. Thank you for thinking of me! His loss is unlike any I have ever felt. He saved cards and letters from me and I saved things from him and I have a little poem that makes me smile (and cry) that he wrote and our inside jokes that I will treasure forever. I know others, like you, have experienced similar pain or worse. Looking forward to being able to go a whole day without crying, but it has only been 3 weeks- so I think that will be a little while. Thank you for sharing your story and your picture and heartfelt post! It sincerely means so much! God bless you! 💕 

Erq, you too? I am sorry to hear that. What month of the year was that? I lost mine in August like DP did. As the summer was dying, around the time the night sounds change. Somehow it made everything so sad. Having a little brother is one of the sweetest things in life. 

DP, your brother was a catcher? That’s my second favorite position after the shortstop. I’d have loved to watch his game too⚾️ He looks like someone with a good hitting average too. I know these things! I am sorry to tell you, it is going to get harder for you for a while. That’s why my heart aches for you, knowing what awaits you. You must be worried about your mother too, thinking how painful it is for her, and your sadness is compounded by that. It is all so hard. I gather that you have a big family with many siblings. Sounds like you were the most special sister to him. That’s why he saved everything. You meant so much to him, and a part of him was healed by the affection he held for you. Please don’t lose the poem he wrote… maybe one day you could share the poem with us. Take care. If you need to talk, I’m here. Thank you for stopping by. Good night. 

Erq, I am afraid to allow the pain to lessen. I’m not ready to view him as just memories. Maybe one day, but it’s too soon. Our cremation ritual is a little different from it is here (he lived in Japan). The whole experience was brutal. Maybe it has something to do with my reluctance to seek peace.  

Yfritz, I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my brother in 2015 from colon cancer. It's getting easier, but it's tough sometimes. You are right, it IS to soon for you. 💙💜❤ 

What a beautiful post and picture. 

I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you find peace soon. 

YFritz. Looks like FS is working for you again. 

How thoughtful of you, and what beautiful picture of love. 

Slobbet thank you. It was 2015 or 2016 for me too, I no longer care to remember, it still feels like yesterday. I am sorry about your loss. Brothers are so special, there is no word to describe the preciousness of having a brother. 

Chevre, thank you. Is DP doing ok? It’s good to know you are there to support her with tenacity. 

RN16, thx I’m ok. Please check on DavidsPrincess from time to time if you could… your presence Is very reassuring.